An unlikely review of The Unlikely Doctor by Dr Timoti Te Moke (2025)
In situations like this I always like to quote Noam Chomsky’s quip that nothing is impossible, but many things are unlikely, although a hard-boiled rationalist might point out that, actually, many things are impossible. Nevertheless, many things are unlikely, as indeed the unlikely doctor is. Timote Te Moke’s moving account of his long journey from oppression and destitution to becoming a doctor is of course an outlier, a statistical anomaly, and yet a reminder that in Aotearoa/New Zealand society, on an individual basis, the seemingly impossible can be achieved – one can foreshadow Te Moke’s eventual realisation that being such an unwanted statistical outlier is due to the injustices of a racist, capitalist system.
Born into dysfunctional family circumstances his first 6 years are saved by being taken care by his loving grandparents. When his Māori mother reclaims him to live with her and his Pakeha stepfather and a younger step-brother, all hell breaks loose. Daily physical and mental abuse – including sexual abuse – drive Timote into the arms of similarly abused boys and girls living on the streets, living of petty crime, being constantly harassed by police, jailed and further driven into the arms of gangs. A life of unimaginable cruelty but a life of streetwise brotherhood with its own codes of sticking together no matter what. Alcohol and drugs turn these youngsters into a potent force of solidarity, and yet, Timote retains a certain reclusiveness that stays with him always. There are rescue attempts by the kind Kayes family whose mission is to save street kids from themselves. Mary Kayes, a teacher, re-instils in Timote a love of reading (which he had acquired during his early primary school age when still in the care of his grandparents) but he is always drawn back into life on the South-Auckland streets, in and out of jail. His most serious offence was throwing a Molotov cocktail in front of a bus – no one was injured.
Eventually he has one of these Eureka moments that he describes as thinking ‘this doesn’t have to be this way’ and off he goes, on a whim, to Sydney, a change of scenery undertaken by many a Kiwi bloke who sees no future in Aotearoa. Ending up in Adelaide where he first undergoes rehab with good results, sobering up and getting a good job in a security business. Having done yoga and meditation in rehab, he also does gym workouts to get his body into shape, and he became the ideal security recruit, being able to handle any situation, especially as bouncer in clubs and pubs which unfortunately were not exactly the best environments for a recovering drug addict. He even gets married to the daughter of a pub owner and they have a son, having settled down in a suburban house he had bought. Timote for some reason describes their marriage as ‘toxic’ because they both are too smart – both manipulating each other in ways that are not really addressed. While he dotes on his son, the increasingly violent husband-wife relationship ends in divorce – he having hit her.
Having gained a reputation as a tough security worker who took no nonsense, he was eventually recruited (patched) into a local gang involved in gang warfare, notorious for the Australian scene at the time. Having started his own successful security business and being high up in the hierarchy of his gang, he became one of the number one gangsters in Adelaide, navigating this situation with a mix of business-savvy and bouts of violence. Having been in and around Adelaide myself, I recognised some of the locales described by Timote.
One of the telling experiences of that time he describes as not being the usual Australian gangster whose main aim in life, is to get filthy rich, but to splash the dough around like a latter-day Robin Hood, with a memorable line (p.129):
But I guess you could call me the socialist gangster, the outlaw Karl Marx.
An interesting idea but one that could not last. The Australian governments of the day put pressure on the otherwise notoriously corrupt police forces to shut down the gangs by all means, including infiltrating, doing double deals, sort of psych-ops as known these days. This caused Timote untold problems trying to figure out who is who – a skill he had honed to good effect until then. His instinct told him that being trapped in a police under-cover operation was endangering his life. He handed in his patch on the way back to Aotearoa. There is a funny sort of story how he sought to repatriate his money - $10,000 cash at a time – flying back and forth with a cousin courier who freaked out, with the end result that most of Timote’s Australian dollars were left behind.
Being back home he reconnected with his whanau, but more importantly he took an interest in Māori politics, getting involved with the Māori Party, learning te reo, and when his beloved nana dies, he feels like being the surviving link in the long chain of Māori ancestors who had established a honourable culture that was destroyed by the European/British colonisers. Part of his mission was now to resurrect Māori culture and society to its rightful place in Aotearoa. Not that Māori politics are all on the same wavelength, what with internal conflicts that can arise from Waitangi settlements. He describes a few instances when on his marae there was an attempt at a power grab to get hold of the compensation assets. Good on him and his cousins to prevent it. Timote’s renaissance as a Māori activist did however nothing to improve his financial situation. Remembering his days at the Adelaide rehab where yoga and meditation had done him good, he had the interesting idea to enrol in the New Zealand College of Chinese Medicine to study acupuncture. While some Chinese migrants to Aotearoa can be quite dismissive of Māori, there are others who appreciate the ancient history of Chinese-Polynesian connections that emanate from Taiwan – not that Te Moke elaborates on it. Maybe it was just one of these subconscious evolutionary memories that rose to the surface. On the surface too, this was the beginning of a most unlikely journey. Now in his thirties, he had to relearn to study, to read textbooks, pass exams, keep on the straight and narrow, avoiding distractions, temptations, voices from the past. He graduated against all the odds. He travelled from marae to marae to offer acupuncture clinics, a service much appreciated but as it was not covered by ACC, there was no money to be earned from it.
Having gotten a taste of study – it took three years to graduate as an acupuncturist – Timote looked for more opportunities. He found it by searching on the Internet: paramedicine. He enrolled for the three-year degree at AUT but initially wasn’t given permission to do the practicum because he needed a police clearance for it. Even though he had a clean record since his teenage years apart from a minor traffic conviction, he was refused. Only after re-applying he was granted permission. But now start the most traumatic events in his life. Having gotten a part-time student job at the Salvation Army Bridge programme to supervise the residents from midnight to morning, this would lead to a catastrophic event. In 2012 one of the residents had returned drunk, smashed the front door and ran out onto Dominion Road. Timote ran after him. The drunk resident advanced on him. Timote held out the palm of his hand. The resident fell back onto the concrete footpath. He died a week later. Another drunk had been on the scene when ambulance and police arrived. He accused Timote of having punched the other guy. The police charged Timote with manslaughter. All the other sober witnesses denied this had happened. It was on the news. I remember it vaguely, sold as typical violent Maori man punching and killing an innocent Pakeha. His former involvement with the Māori Party was played up in the right-wing press as evidence that the Māori Party too was essentially a terrorist organisation. It took 12 moth to get to trial. AUT had again suspended his permission to do practical ambulance service. His defence layer was totally useless colluding with the police prosecution. Timote had to defend himself. All the evidence pointed to his innocence of merely having defended himself from the drunk’s assault. Even the other drunk who had accused Timoti of punching the guy now admitted not actually having seen Timote hitting the guy. Timote was judged not guilty. In the aftermath it dawned on Timote that the prosecution was in itself a racist attack on Māori, so he raised awareness by first complaining to the IPCA, unsuccessfully of course, and then to the Waitangi Tribunal. The media took an interest, e.g. Māori Television and on a TVNZ programme called I am Innocent. Having gained a national media status was of course not welcome in his job as an ambulance officer – having graduated in the meantime, saying (p.201)
… while I loved the job I hated the company and the comments I would get.
Racist morons would call him a killer on the job. There were complaints from fellow ambulance officers, none of any substance. Te Moke then describes his work as an ambulance officer. It is recommended reading for anyone who wants to take up this profession. The life and death situations faced every day and night require a mental and physical endurance of the highest order. Timote’s life experiences to-date had fortified him, and he was very good at communicating with the patients, being non-judgemental, non-racist, non-sexist – pro-human. Eventually he was frustrated at his inability to treat patients as an ambulance officer with limited medical authority. With an amazing sense of logic Timote decided to apply for medical school.
Wanting to enrol at Auckland Medical School he sat the UMAT test, got an interview but was not selected. He tried again next year. He missed out again. So, he tried Otago. As a postgraduate student of paramedicine, he could do a one-year pre-med course and if successful enter medical school for the second year. One had to do chemistry, physics, epidemiology and microbiology, which reminds me of having done the same. As a migrant from Germany, having studied psychology at LMU but not having completed it, I had applied to do pre-med at Otago, with a vague idea of emulating my younger brother who had become a famous surgeon in Germany. Being unaccustomed with the English way of university lectures, I had some problems with physics, and just like Timoti, I was not selected for medical school. I had developed an interest in linguistics instead and eventually I got my PhD at Auckland University. Timoti of course, determined as ever, did not give up his dream of medical school. There was one other pathway to apply: as an applicant that had broad life experiences, skills and perspectives. He received an invitation for an interview. He was accepted. Wow! Off he went to Dunedin. He studied hard. I know from my brother that it is a hard slog, especially for the first three years of mainly theory apart from practical anatomy. In Aotearoa it takes six years to graduate. The last three years are mainly practicum. Timoti did his in Wellington. Given his status as a mature student, now in his 50s, he was confident enough to get through even when the going was tough. He still encountered the odd racist medics and the disbelief of some hospital patients that a Māori could be clever enough to become a doctor. Of course, there had always been an elite of Māori academics but none with his background. He heeded the advice he got from a Rarotongan doctor who perhaps in typical Polynesian fashion had told him to become a doctor, not for personal gain but for the betterment of his community, if not the world. Such lofty ideals are often belittled as disingenuous given the salaries earned by even junior doctors, but then again there are those doctors who do live up to the ideal, at least in degrees. One might quote the Chinese barefoot doctors or the poorly paid Cuban doctors who elevated healthcare not only in Cuba but in South America as well, cf. a medical student called Che Guevara.
A graduated Dr Timote Te Moko applies for a position at Middlemore Hospital, on his home turf. He is accepted at the age of 56. Te Moke ends his book by coming back to his Waitangi Tribunal submission about police treatment of Māori and Pasifika, a slow process that even involved having conversations with Police Commissioners, with the somewhat naïve expectation that even the NZ Police could be part of the solution. Unfortunately, in my view, there is much more at stake than that. Harking back to Timote’s quip about being an ‘outlaw Karl Marx’ and my allusion to Chinese barefoot doctors (and Che Guevara) we need Dr Timote Te Moke to be a die-hard socialist, or even a revolutionary, in order to fulfil his last line (p.271):
So I will keep going, creating change in such a way that when it’s time for me to leave the earth, the world will know my name; the world will be a better place because I was there.
So what the fuck? In terms of literary criticism, one does understand the book’s inclusion of street lingo of fuck this and fuck that and other such shit, but maybe, just maybe, to make this world a better place one should begin with the use of language. I’ve always liked the tragic comedian Lenny Bruce’s routine of saying that since fuck means to make love, one should say ‘unfuck’ you as an insult (Bruce was arrested many times for obscene language). Te Moke’s liberal use of so-called swear words may well reflect the reality of both lower and upper classes using them in abundance while the polite middle classes pretend not to hear them. Perhaps the newly liberated working classes will use language as a medium of cooperative thought and communication with a rational vocabulary that reflects the Marxist call for ‘workers of the world, unite’.